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woots.. leaving for shanghai tml! haha.. no one to see us off.. sad.. but nvm... we didnt see lulu off either..

from now on, if i say anything about whoever love whoever, be it shuang or evad or nat.... whack me.. if i whack u back whack me again and say u have the right to whack me.. haha.. im serious.. but don whack too hard.. cos if i forget, i will whack back even harder.. haha.. staying home today.. gtg see doc.. stupid!! get sick just when i wanna go overseas! rubbish.. go sleep liao,, hopefully i will get well by tml.. signing off..

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Chay, econs and maths teacher bluff us de.. say what we didnt do well.. i thought if nvr fail then its ok liao?? when gp she say on avg still ok, those ppl is like just pass lar.. lol.. maths.. half a mark to my A!!! wth.. sad can.. evad, yanling and nat so pro lor.. jealous.. at least rach super good in econs can.. my econs barely scrape a B.. sian.. y they all suddenly so pro liao? haha.. nvm.. im gonna beat all of u at the common test k! haha.. cedarians, study together!!! haha... sreams..

overall today quite ok.. napfa wasnt that bad.. i did better than last year for my inclined and sit and reach(?).. but the other items like deprove.. especially my standing broad jump!! lol.. lost my only advantage lar.. heck.. gotta stop now.. realise i nvr go update on kyunin.. haha.. signing off

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hey! sry for not updating for such a while. wanted to update yesterday but the pics took too long to upload. so.. i'll update on my trip a bit later, the only reason im posting is to rant!! why did i fail my essay test?!! omg lar!!but even nat and rae fail. and evadne barely passed.. so what does that show??? and ty can get 27?? (0_o) Aiyah. whatever lar.. although i think i didnt exactly write well this time, i think should have passed at least?!! aiyah.. heck.. she's showing osama now.. the movie.. watched before liao.. lol.. its not exactly no liao.. cos she caught me blogging so i didnt post it..

anw, today was fun!! i was high!! haha.. im happy too.. lol.. getting back maths tml.. he said we didnt do well.. oh no.. i hope not.. haha... everyone must do well!!! sian... if this one also don do well i think hol must pia liao.. our class ppl is so mugger.. cg gang!! study grp!! scream!!!! haha... lol..so fun....

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hah! im past blogging bout events.. except maybe special events..

finally feeling the pressure
if i knew
i wouldnt have come to aj

its so crap
the expectations and all
i mean
past results mean nothing
high expectations make me under perform
cca or sch
its all the same
this is whats it like to be in a not so top sch
i'll rather not want it
being inferior might sometimes be better

being top isnt anything

why did i do well in the past?
is it a bad or is it a good?
seems more like the latter

why i couldnt i have scored something good but still normal?
then at least it wont be that bad

pressure from inside myself
will not crumble under it
remain calm
do my best
reach my target
celebrate
my aim....

ignore those expectations
or take them as a motivation
thank god i didnt get the scholarship
or it might be worse

time at home
fun but slack
wasting

confidence booster
go study

no short cuts
dont look back
2 years..
short
sweet
memorable
fully utilised

a rant which will not be repeated
not ever again
someday
this will seem childish
just like now..
when im reading old things

standing tall and strong and not as stressed, signing off

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yooooooooooooo im backkkkkkk... drum rolls... haha.. i lazy to update lar.. and some ppl say i talk too much.. haha.. so heck.. i have decided not to put other ppl's opinion on.. so its solely my own opinion.. don call me big mouth k! humph

2.4 over.. 1 hurdle gone.. but there is still that stupid mountain i have to jump over!!! inclined pull ups!!! arg.. why do i have weak arms even though im in table? haha.. sad lar..

CLDDS performance is ok lar.. just sad that ajc has no singing talents.. sigh.. or maybe they are just shy.. who knows? lol.. well, the skits are funny.. haha... lameo lor.. lol..

ah! chionging mewspaper commentary.. why am i so suay? although i think im still better off than some ppl. lol. 1 and a half more!! wooo..

random.. but its been going through my head.. tml got afternoon pe not? haha.. i donno to want or don wan.. i wanna train inclined leh.. but i don wan to set up tables alone.. thanks a lot natalie!! for always helping me to set up.. haha.. thanks!!!!

ntg to say.. signing off

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hahahahahhahaha.. at the request of some ppl i decided to remove smg from the previous post.. lol.. but really, its crap.. haha... DONT TAKE REVENGE!! i already removed it.. hahahhaha... pity.. lol..

phy test was crap.... my ans all different from those smart arse.. haha.. chem was -.- ... wah!! why he mark mine? wonder if he got help me take notes not.... haha.. forgot to bring my phone today.. didnt really need to use it.. haha!!! huijie (i mentioned u) smsed me and told me that squash teacher in charge aka li bai yang wanna see her.. then she was saying she was so scared that she have to choose between tt and squash.. scared until she nearly cry.. haha.. this wasnt outstanding lar.. just that u sms me when im at the comp.. haha.. aiyah.. budden it wasnt the case lar.. stupid gay.. lol.. so she can continue both!! heng ah.................. lol.. heard that there is no trg again tml!! plus there is no bowling... lol... slack.......... and they all gonna watch cldds concert!!! pang sei me!! lol.. must walk out myself................

oof, muscle ache in the morning.. all thanks to PE, trg, bowling, and physics!!! hhaha.. cos the stupid phy prac must squat down and up and down and up... argh... i sound agitated.. haha.. i need to practise my sense of balance.. cant really balance when bowling.. lol.. super noob lar me...

today during chinese eecheng was sooooo quiet.. haha.. i think he was stressed over physics.. haha.. but then during civics he was as lame as ever.. better this way..clowns should remain as clowns.. haha.. drew many many many many many stars during math... he sang!!!! haha.. cant believe the sound is coming out of his mouth.. lol.. the whole class was laughing... oh well.. i cant believe he is a ST too.. although i think he will make a good ST.. cos he is quite... meticulous.. haha.. and i think he is so nice that he would be willing to go through the PI a few times... hmm...

ty went to see bai yang too.. i (so does she) think that she screwed her chances of being captain.. haha.. too bad.. try harder next time.. lol... signing off..

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mon:
went y's hse at seng kang do gp project.. crap lar.. the highlight of the day was when we found his and x's photo!!! ahh!!! we were shocked!! heh, actually he say don say.. but heck!!! woo hoo~~ lol.. met at the mrt station. when i was buying doughnuts i suddeny saw evan, eecheng and huishan.. theen i got a shock and jumped. lol.. im getting quite a number of shocks this few days..

met xy after that.. had banana mocha frappuccino!!! it was awesome.. well, maybe cos the coffee taste wasnt strong, and i hate bitter stuff. haha.. it was sweeeeeet.. yum. but its $7 bucks. saw their flasks.. then i was reminded of my own.. pity lar.. actually supposed to meet jaz, but she pang sei us.. so we walk around on our own.. bought a handphone pouch.. left at around 5.30 cos i don wanna reach home too late.

tues: training and PE.. sian... poor toes.. haha.. i didnt do any push ups!!! woo... im the only one who didnt do.. haha. even the coach did.. but not really fair lar.. play with the coach only need 3 pts then he must do, and play with kl only need 5.. haha.. but sad lar, off form.. PE i think the teacher didnt believe me and nat when we say we had only 2 (then later 1) more round(s) to run.. haha.. he kept on asking if we are sure.. lol.. maybe cos nat ran very fast, then i was close behind (for the 1st and 2nd round only), while the rest are quite far behind.. haha..PE today overall actually quite slack.. didnt do much...

oh no!! so many tests this week.. 3!!! sigh.. cant play... woots, tml got bowling!! haha... finally.. evad pang sei me.. luckily i drag ahyi come the briefing with me.. then she joined too.. woot! and i told the coach i fri go trg from 6-8. he said ok!! yay.. no clashes.. yet... when comp coming maybe will clash liao lor.. haha... im so not secure bout my PI leh... how how how?? must hand in on thurs.. and im still here blogging.. crap lar.. if i did my hw now i prob can play later lor.. but no...... im nice, so im blogging.. lol.. logging off..