im seriously bored these days.. ntg to do..

whats this lonely feeling in me?

at times, it just feels as though i don have friends.. at all..

i don like this feeling.. i think im getting influenced by others who are feeling down and posting pessimistic stuff.. i need to find my old self.. but im not any closer to finding it.. maybe i should stop reading those blogs.. but then i would to find other things to do to keep me occupied.. its boring just watching tv, facing the computer screen the whole day.. anyone can reccomend me any 1st person shooting games? i need a human's company.. but im super broke! i cant window shop.. or is there other social activities that doesnt involve huge amounts of money? hmm.. playing cards at someone's hse? playing mahjong? playing board game? but now my pw group also not willing to play monopoly with me fair and square le.. im sure they will gang against me la....

promised to memorise the OP stuff.. but i don think i can do it.. its not a lack in confidence or anything like that.. its just that i absolutely hate memorising.. someone said that being confident while speaking in front of a crowd is a gift. but is it really? i wonder if i have that gift.. i know i can speak loudly.. but confidence.. i definitel don have that.. i get scared real easily, esp if the person is fierce.. i cant even make an appointment over the phone! i hate myself for being such a coward.. i mean, seriously, whats so scary about a freaking nurse? or a waiter? bah.. im hopeless during an interview, and i cant figure out why.. haix

oops.. going all pessimistic too! nvm, to all who plays bridge.. check this out..

but the sad thing is, i was playing big2.. so its kinda lousy actually.. correct cards, wrong game..

hmm.. what can i be feeling happy about? being criticised by that tour guide biatch? getting that biatch as my tour guide? or for all those "great" comments bout my haircut.... lalala.. ok, i'll treat them right.

the nice lady is simply scolding me cos she loves me.

we have her as our tour guide bcos she is the best and bcos our class is the best, we deserve the best..

those comments.. its just pointers they are giving me to ensure that i will not make another mistake like that again..

yups.. its sounding better already.. haha.. wow, im good.. lol..

tag =) tata

woots, my brownies turned out great! tasty too. oops, not supposed to have eaten them. haha!

hAppY biRthDAy aLEx. i LovE sAi

wah.. 3 birthday celebration posts in a row! when is it gonna be mine?!!!

celebration at bugis again, but this time it was at fish and co.

met evad earlier to get the present.. decided on paragon, toys r us

wow, the bear was huge! but i think it loves me too much, left so much of its hair on me. u balding bear! big bear hugging medium sized bear

then xuelin gave him a small bear as well.. so he has 3 bears today! haha..

the dinner was ok.. ntg very special..

but then after the fish and co ppl took out the cake, it was damn funny cos alex had to stand on the chair while they do some rap. initially i thought he was forced but the guys to stand, but turns out he was bullied by the waitress!! "its either u stand on the chair or on the table" haha!!!!! but he was quite lucky, cos the cake was too hard and it wouldnt break when it was smashed on his face. haha..

so then some of them left while the others went to the arcade. didnt realise we spent so much time there, it was past 10 when we left! and me and rae left early somemore.

the arcade is a waste of money! although we really had fun there. haha.. but i guess the toys are winnable, cos we saw so many ppl leaving with them! i love pooh! and i love sai too! ahh! i cant decide who i love more!!

sun morn went jn hse supposedly to make breakfast, but all we did was eat and watch tv. watched hikaru no go.　フジワラノサイ！！！！！　haha.. i do know i make weird noises when sai appears! but he is just so cute!!he is cuter than dark mousy la! wah wah wah!

but i still think the show is boring, except parts where sai appears!

anw, hAppY biRthDAy aLEx!!

haPPy biRthdAY eVadnE =))

hAppy BiRthDaY eVadNe =))


haha.. she updated everything bout her

bday already so no point repeating.. lol..

but i didnt know i talk so much on the

phone that day that she can guess we

were planning something.. haha..

(0_o) but her reaction was so hilarious!

shy, shocked, happy,

everything mixed together! haha.. imagine if

u mix all the flavours of ice cream tgt.. haha..

yup.. thats what you will get. lol.



but poor xy and evad, phone bills would

probably be high for xy. haha.. and its a

huge waste of power. PLUS, IT DID NOT

SERVE ITS PURPOSE COS EVADNE WAS

LIKE BLUFFING XY! HAHA.. ALTHOUGH

IM SUPER CURIOUS TO FIND OUT WHAT

XY SAID TO STOP EVADNE FROM EATING.



TELL ME!! HAHA..



AND WHATS WITH THAT SPYWU LA..


TSK TSK..


HAHA.. AND YY,YD, KH SAID THEY CANT

IMAGINE A LIFE WITH KYUNIN! HAHA..

YD SAID SMG LIKE 4HRS ALREADY GIVE

HIM HEADACHE. LOL. AHHA!!!



I LOVE THE PRESENTS! NICE!!!!



AHAH, BUT I LEFT SO MANY THINGS AT

EVAD'S HSE, IF SAM NVR REMIND ME

BOUT HER COMICS I ALSO WILL FORGET

LA! HAHA.. OOPS



ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN. BUT

SERIOUSLY, AFTER EXECUTING SO MANY

SURPRISES, I DOUBT I'LL BE SURPRISED

ON MY BDAY LA... SIGHS.. THE PROBLEM

WITH HAVING UR BDAY SO LATE....

OPERATION SURPRISE SAM

SURPRISE!!!!!







yay, well done to all kyuninians!! everyone made it! even jazreel ang!! haha.. she's really such a clown, could be a stand up comedian.. haha..

laughed so hard today that i felt like dying!!!!!

ok.. it went like this.. jn wanted to surprise sam at sch but realise it wasnt feasible. so i was like suggesting we surprise her after the jap class, then i could like stall her until evad and xy could reach.

so we walked really slowly, then went to tangs, ask her if tangs will sell food upstairs other than basement. then we walked slowly again. then like distracting her by asking her about massagers (?!)..

haha.. she didnt suspect anything!

so at first i thought i can distract her for at least 45 mins, but then she said she didnt feel too good and wanted to go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so got no choice, told her sit down will feel better, lets quickly go to Wisma..

why was there an escalator then led directly to food republic?!!!

didnt even have time to let them prepare..

couldnt really find them at first, then walked until i saw 2 people acting SUSPICIOUSLY!! hiding and ducking, ATTRACTING ATTENTION!! haha.. but i think she was relly unwell, didnt even see them (0_o)

yeah, so the later half of the day was really fun! and OPERATION SURPRISE SAM was a success!!!!

3 cheers for kyunin!

happy bday!!

hAppY



bDaY



sAm sAm!! =)

I LOVE SAI!!

my tagboard is sorry sight...

too free, but still lazy to blog.. what to do?!

but still.. im feeling high!!

KYUNIN KBOX OUTING!

FUN!!! IT WAS A GREAT WORKOUT LA! JUMP JUMP JUMP! BUT I PITY THE POOR SOFA, AND SOMETIMES THAT MAN.. HAHA.. I LOVE YI QI ZHOU BA! BUT GOSH, I DON HAVE ENOUGH STAMINA FOR IT. HAHA

BEFORE THAT......

WENT TO S11 FOR LUNCH, BUT ENDED UP EATING MR BEAN INSTEAD. I LOVE TANG YUAN WITH BEAN CURB!!! SUPER NICE!! BUT F&B'S IS NICER! BRING ME THERE AGAIN!!! YUM YUM YUM!!

POOR LITTLE TAG BOARD.. PLS TAG BEFORE LEAVING.. IM BORED..

THEN THE CLASS WENT TO PLAY POOL, BUT ME AND EVAD DIDNT HAVE HOME CLOTHES SO WE COULDNT EXACTLY GO PLAY WITH THEM. BAH, ANW, I SAVED SOME $$ FROM NOT GOING. THATS A GOOD THING. GRR! BROKE BROKE BROKE! CASH AND FOOD DONATIONS ONLY PLS.

POOR LITTLE TAG BOARD.. PLS TAG BEFORE LEAVING.. IM BORED..

WENT TO COURTS AND FOUND A CHAIR THAT I LIKED!!!! WAS FEELING VERY HAPPY THEN BUT NOW I KNOW I CANT GET IT.. SO.... BUT NVM, IM GETTING A NICE NEW LUGGAGE! I THINK.. HAHA

OOPS, DIGRESSING..

POOR LITTLE TAG BOARD.. PLS TAG BEFORE LEAVING.. IM BORED..

SO THEN AT 1.30 WE WENT TO MEET THEM AT THE BIG M. MY MILO COSTED MORE THAN MY LUNCH!! I HATE IT WHEN IM BEING CHEATED. I DON WANT MEDIUM SIZED DRINK UNLESS I TELL U! JUST GIMME THE SMALLEST SIZE LA! AND I THOUGHT ONLY LONG JOHN WILL DO THAT!

POOR LITTLE TAG BOARD.. PLS TAG BEFORE LEAVING.. IM BORED..

ANW, SO WE WENT KBOX AND HIGH AND HIGH. BUT ITS A PITY I CANT SING.. HAIX.. NOT BEING ABLE TO SING PUTS ME OFF FROM KBOX.. BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I WENT THERE.. DONNO Y I AGREED TO GO THIS TIME.. BUT I DIDNT REGRET IT. AND I STILL AINT ADDICTED TO IT. AS I AM TO CARDS(?) LOL.. RANDOM.. SAD DAY TODAY.. PLAYED CARDS AND I DIDNT REALLY WIN MUCH.. AND I DECIDED TO THROW AWAY A DECK OF CARDS COS IT HAS MANY PPL SALIVA ALL OVER IT! SAD! SO NO MORE CARDS LO. I CANT BELIEVE THEY ARE STILL PLAYING HEART ATTACK.. THAT IS LIKE A 12-YR-OLD'S GAME. HAHA.. BUT IT SEEMED PRETTY FUN! HAHA..

WHAT A LIMITED VOCAB I HAVE.. FUN IS THE ONLY WORD I CAN USE TO DESCRIBE WELL, FUN. HELP! HAHA..

POOR LITTLE TAG BOARD.. PLS TAG BEFORE LEAVING.. IM BORED..

PROJECT RUNWAY IS LOSING ITS APPEAL.. IM CHOOSING TO BLOG OVER WATCHING IT!!

OH, I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG LE, SO IM JUST GONNA WATCH PROJECT RUN WAY.. HAHA



BTW, I LOVE SAI!!!!

-.-"

the magical kiss to awaken the sleeping blog..

http://deteines.bitacoras.com/archivos/2005/02/22/it_s_only_a_kiss

grrrrrrr.. i hate promos!!!!!!! do they love us so much?!!! y do they want to retain us?!!! grrrrrr!!