=) thank goodness....

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shit, im feeling quite extremely nervous bout my uni admission.. i hope i didnt screw up that interview.. im really not used to failing so many times in life.. i hate interviews! i need crash courses in interviews!! rawr! i hope i will feel more spirited tml.. or rather today since its already past 12.. im feeling shitty now.. and i probably will be feeling so for the next few days.. RAWR! I NEED TO STAY OPTIMISTIC! *slaps myself*

rawr. i hate failing. i hate not being able to do well. i hate that i dont derive motivation from the wish to do well. ok! i shall set myself a target with you as judge. i WILL SCORE for my JLPT 3 this year. i WILL FINISH all my hw by next fri.

im looking forward to the click5 concert! and the extremely relaxing holiday!

ihatebeingasportsmanwhoseintrinsicnatureistotrytowin

hehe, it looks a bit disgusting when its enlarged like that.

oh! and yay! im feeling better after blogging again!!

back!

back from japan! overall it was a great trip.

very exciting(cos we were always afraid of missing trains),

very pretty(sakuras!!!!!!),

very funny(alot of LOL moments, esp at train stations),

very tiring(running and walking a lot! and carrying luggage up and down the stairs!!),

very fattening(i think i ate a lot!!!),

quite scary(rah!! pimple outbreak on 6th day!! don dare look at my face!!),

quite embarassing(at the sushi shop),

and just very very fun!! except that there's minimal pooh in disneysea. haha. but the attractions had really cool effects!!!

when moriyama asked if i went disneyland, i said no, i went to sea. then he said that sea is nicer. when i told him i think land nicer, he asked who i went with. i said female friends and he said: no wonder.. cos disneysea is for couples 0_o haha..

anw, the trip was fun, but the day after i came back (sat) was a totally suay day......

oh, i think for more details can go jiening's blog (oops, take for granted)