171208

it suddenly dawned upon me the meaning of "happy birthday".. like u know, must have a really fun and explosive day on that day called ur birthday.. then i felt a little odd that ppl are wishing me happy bday, but my bday was pretty normal.. like dinner and cake cos i chose to spend it w my family instead. haha, i think im thinking way too much.. but there were some pleasing surprises (and some not so pleasing shocks) this bday =)

im finally 19!! BUT, there arent much changes to my life just cos im 19. haha. not like 16(can watch nc16), 17(SWEET 17 but its useless), 18(M18 and driving and club), 20(the BIG 2), or 21(casino? although at 18 can enter some casino aldy!) haha, i just realised 19 is an awkward age!

anw, thanks to those who sms-ed me or wished me on facebook! special thanks(and congrats? haha) to JN for being the first(that i saw)! =)

AND happy bday to zhengmin, simon, fiona, and adrian! fellow 1712s =) i found 1712s in pri, sec and uni! but not jc >.<

12/12

i realised my mood changes quite quickly.. hahaha..

i was really damn angry at myself just now, but i feel fine aldy >.< and i cant figure out why i was so damn angry... and i regret being so rude.. its not really his fault la, im just too slow..

jap's starting again! sam mentioned getting a new notebk.. cant believe she finished 2 bks aldy!! im still using the 1st one(2yrs aldy)! hahaha.

anw, im really really curious bout 2 things!!! but don dare ask and i doubt they will tell me la.. haha.. but its killing me!!

met the new ocip team earlier this wk, they are really v enthu and crazy! haha, and felt sorta left out w ty.. 2 poor j3s only >.<

watched 9 eps of bleach today!!!! the fighting parts rock!!! v long nv watch aldy cos didnt like the fillers(which was what i thought it was), but turned out the filler lasted soooooooo long until i don even know if they are considered fillers. hahaha.. BLEACH ROCKS!

UPDATE

OMG, i dint realise my last post was soooo long ago!! haha, but im in the mood for blogging now!! although i don think my life's v interesting. hahaha

hmmm... i shall start from.... pub! haha, first time that i went into a pub to drink, but it was quite disappointing cos we only drank beer >.< which wasnt v tasty. and there wasnt much to do although it was halloween! haha, it was a v shang-ban-zhu type of pub la, so i decided that my first time in pub doesnt exist yet! shall go to a nice nice pub to drink nice nice cocktails! haha, i feel so suagu saying that i nvr go pub before. anw, the rest of them went clubbing after that until the next day!!! so pro. haha, my parents sure wont allow de. haha, and i cant lie

then there were exams... i think i don have appetite during exam, but i still gained weight!!! rah!! the only time i ate junk food was probably my winnie the pooh PEC sweets and pocky craving! so anw, tried to study but its really v long lor, almost 3 wks leh, so sort of lost momentum after marketing paper and started doing normal things that i would do before or after exams..

then exams ended!! and we went to sing ktv at PP! haha, damn long since i went there. cos i always felt i cant sing, BUT, after hearing ***** sing, i think im not too bad afterall.. haha. XW is mean la, always laugh at ***** when ***** sings. but XW is damn pro! she knows the tune to ALOT of songs. even this weird 12min long song!! haha. the rest of us started to jeer at her after a while. hahaha. and the "famous" boneless chicken rice at Katong Mall is AWFUL and expensive!! and they purposely nvr display the price!

went shopping today. bought a pair of shoes which i thought was cute, but my mom says "AIYEE! chao nan kan leh. wo bu xiang xin ni hui chuan chu men" tsk tsk. i will wear la!! and its not UGLY at all! its just extremely cute. and im damn pissed at this staff at the mrt station. he suddenly called me aside and asked to see my ezlink card! then he looked at me suspiciously and asked whether i really used that card. WTH?! and he started telling me its non transferable and donno what rubbish. and whether i graduated aldy and is still using the card. I WAS PAYING ADULT FAIR AT THAT TIME LA! NOT LIKE I BOUGHT CONCESSION. tsk, damn pissed. especially pissed cos just one hour before this happened, i said i don mind looking 20! TSK! irritating! I think he thought i was one of those working adults who were gg home cos its rush hour. RAHH

haha, ok now u know why im in the mood for blogging. got a lot of vent up anger!!

oh, an interesting but mean(?) story up next. DONT SCOLD ME

So one day on the way to school i was feeling grumpy cos i didnt slp well i think. so i was frowning the whole way to sch, and i was even massaging my brows so that they stop frowning. i don wanna look mean. haha. then i boarded 179 at boonlay mrt. i was one of the later ones to board so i didnt have a seat, and was standing in between those 2 rows of seat facing each other. when this girl alighted, she STEPPED on my feet WITHOUT apologizing, so being in the bad mood that i was in, after she stepped off my feet, i KICKED her. haha. yup, i really did. i think i was really feeling cranky that day. nope, not PMS. haha

but oddly, most ppl laughed at me (1 even said i wasnt mean enough and should have tripped her?!) cos they were quite shocked someone will even do that, and only 1 person scolded me for being mean. hahha. ok, end of post!!